The shameful nights I hope to forget someday will disappear, there will be no more tears. What was once taken from me is taken no more. My soul is bleeding, the pain is too heavy to bare. Lord I need you to soften my heart and break me a part, I need you. Please reshape my life I surrender all my pain and my shame I give it all to YOU. I will trust YOU in the process. I give you my life I am broken inside. I know YOU can mend my soul Cleanse me from the inside out Wipe away ever tear, I know you are good. Others may fail but God you will never fail me With open arms and open heart you called me in and I came running.
“Some seasons of life are more challenging than others, where your faith is tested and your heart desperately tries to hold onto every promise and praise God beyond all circumstances even as it's breaking in a million pieces simultaneously. I am reminded tonight that it's just a season! Seasons do change and my pain, confusion and doubts cannot begin to compare to the anguish that Jesus faced as he was heading to the cross for me...for you! My feelings of not understanding and all the questions appear so insignificant compared to the pain of Jesus' heart as the Father looked away and He felt utter betrayal and loneliness. Yet....it was just a season.... Sunday was coming!! If you find yourself in a season of confusion and pain and your faith is being tested beyond what you feel you can handle, join with me in remembering that Sunday is on it's way!” #heisfaithful #heknowsyourpain