They love each other so much💖💖💖
Today is #worldmentalhealthday so im just gonna share a little bit of my experience with mental health. I know i have been living with depression since i was 11 years old (thats 13 years now). I remember the first time i self harmed 13 years ago and i remember the last time i self harmed..only a few months ago. Ive learnt that healing isnt linear and relapsing isnt just for drug addicts. My medication was recently increased from 150mg of effexor a day to 225mg a day..i still dont know how i feel about this or if it is going to change anything, other than the fact that withdrawls will be alot more intense if i forget to take them, but i wont know if i dont try. Anxiety, on the other hand, was a mental illness that was much more difficult to put a name on and understand. I wasnt diagnosed with anxiety until i was about 19 (5-6 years ago) and its something im still learning alot about with myself. It wasnt even until this year that i got counceling to help me cope with my anxiety. Some days i can barely notice it, but more often then not anxiety effects my life in many different aspects. Such as job loss, isolating myself from friends, thinking no one likes me and my friends dont want to be around me, and constantly feeling not good enough and doubting myself, just to name a few. Living with both disorders can be fuckin hell sometimes, and when things get really bad i dont always want to make it to the next day. But losing my other half to depression and #suicide and knowing how much i loved him even though he felt as if no one did has taught me that i am loved, i am cared for, i am wanted even when i am blind to it. Thats what helps me get through to the next day. #onedayatatime #endthestigmaofmentalhealth
I wish you were still in my arms. I miss you so much Justin, i miss how much you loved me, i miss how sundays were our day, i miss spooning you and kissing your back. Im not the same without you, you took the best part of me when you died. #imissyou #depression #rip #incrustwegrind
Practice practice practice 🔮
Hahaha Deacon looks like a crochety old man with his sweater and his cigar😂😂
Traffic jam with ghesr lovelys haha. I had go pee in a cup....