I've been busy dealing with school stuff. I graduated secondary school and am now waiting for my polytechnic's orientation in April. I. Am. Scared. There'll be mass dance, bonding session and lots of games. To others, it sounds fun but to me its just terrifying. I am not good with people. I'll be alone. I want to make friends but its not easy for me to just go up to someone and talk to them. This thing is happening in April. That's 2 months away. But man i'm just so anxious and scared. I'm thinking of not attending this thing completely. But I can't. I just need someone to tell me what to do and how to stop feeling like this. #sebastianstan #sebstan #winterschildren @imsebastianstan Seeing people meeting Sebastian this week makes me wanna hug him. But I can't meet him so i'm just hugging my elephant plushie.