Starting right now I am going to spend the rest of this month focusing on what I have to be thankful for, and do my best not to focus on what is missing. I have an amazing job, a roof over my head, food in my fridge, clothes on my back, and a family who loves me despite the fact I’m not the easiest person to love. I may not be wealthy, but I can still pay my bills. I may not be famous, but I have some of the most amazing friends in the world. And I may not have someone to love, but I’ve loved and fought for someone harder than most people do in a lifetime. I’m not saying it’s going to be easy but it’s going to be worth it. So this post is to remind myself to stay positive. Even during the cold dark lonely winter ahead. The night is always darkest before the dawn. But everyday is a new day filled with endless possibilities. I’ve had some amazingly beautiful and happy days. Eventually I’ll have happy days again. So good night world! May you all have a brighter tomorrow.