I am so horrible at taking selfies. I really shouldn't know when anything is like ABOUT to happen, because I go into panic mode immediately. If I see the camera doing it's thing I either smile awkwardly or look away. I don't know what that means really. Probably nothing. Maybe it means I am perfectly normal and am just fearing technology for what it truly is. So here I took this photo with the cell phone out of my direct vision. Am I happier with the result? Only slightly, because I am still aware of the camera and I still don't feel that this is an adequate representation of my dashing good looks. I digress. This weekend I escaped out into nature as I have for the past 3 years in what I truly find to be a reflective, wall busting and progressive ritual of hiking, dancing, sleeping, not showering and cooking and eating meals all under the stars on a camp ground on a largely un fucked with Native American Reservation called Los Coyotes. It fell to 20 degrees Fahrenheit at night but I still had to slither out of my sleeping bag to go on my night hike. I fell on my ass and bled through my shorts but I kept going. The cold, the abrasion on my thigh and the willingness to survive for 2 days straight with the help of soooooo many likable people along the way. Anyway.. the whole point is that I don't want to see it coming.. I want to be surprised every step of the way. I want to fall backwards not forwards. I want to trust. It is what I mostly, truly, and passionately live for. I'll fight for it if I have to. I don't want to see it coming. Thank you to all the veterans today for your bravery to fight in the face of adversity and danger. It is with your courage that many of us humans get up and go to work every day without hesitation. #happyveteransday #imoffwork #stilltired @ragnartrail
Seriously never know how to write these. I keep coming back to @ragnartrail at #loscoyotesindianreservation every year because it's my moment to acclimate to the coming cold weather and my last chance to REALLY feel alive and human before the holidays stir up the worst memories in me. I hiked thru the most sacred lands in the hot heat and in the middle of the night. I slept at night under the stars, refusing a tent. In good Fernando fashun, I took a dive going down a hill and slid down on my rear giving me a nice little @monsterenergy #tattoo . I hung out with my nearest and dearest Courtney and thus had a #woofcrew outing. We had free cookies, hot chocolate and coffee and beer and water and tea and we had to pay for a burger but it was mostly free. Oh thank you @freakbrospizza for the hook up. I am in love with you. Too bad we didnt take a pic tho. Nezt time. There are a hundred pictures I have and cannot post now because I don't want to lose any more followers but anyway. This weekend.. remember those who were brave enough to go do what most wouldn't. Happy #veteransday everyone. Trudge on. Suffer. Feel alive. It's not that serious. It's not even complicated. Find the love in what you do. #ragnartrailloscoyotes #findyourinnerwild
Starting absolutely fuckin #NOW , I will be kneeling during ANY public singing of the #nationalanthem and any public prayer. In fact, nah fuck THAT too. I'm going to lay down on the ground with my hands folded at my chest. This country and especially @realdonaldtrump doesn't give a damn about our #veterans .. it's all just a pantomime.
#detovi ...& you should too. Unregistered? Register today at any polling place. Not sure? Go vote provisionally. Get active. Just showing up adds to civic structure. On average only %40 of the US votes during midterms. Even though %100 of what goes on at the midterm affects us directly. & for those of you who are cynics, anarchist posers or conspiracy theory nuts, well... We KNOW you care, you just ACT like you don't, ya fool! #rockthevote #rockthevote2018
Everybody hands up. #😂