i’ve been channeling my heartbreak into things that may make me seem insane... but everyone handles things differently. everyone is different and that’s something gus wanted all to embrace. their weird antics and their dreams. so i’m gunna embrace my weird. i usually don’t share this much of myself online other than cryptic poetry, but now i am going to be open. i am going to make the differences he wanted to make, but didn’t have the chance to. i’m driven by everything he truly represented to the people in his life... a unique, genuinely honest, beautiful vessel that held an even more beautiful soul. rest in peep.