My 2 favorite boys who love each other so much ❤❤❤ Kick it Gomez! I want this day to be here again. I feel lonely and mentally terrible. I have isolated myself though. I'm ridiculous, and need too much attention. Oh, me. The Scorpio New Moon was a clusterfuck. I mean, I had forgotten about it but I couldn't sleep. Heard strange sounds. Usually when I stay the night at Adam's I sleep really well. I'm content and the bed is amazing. But not that night....I was scared to move. I heard the weird sounds and it was hard to breathe. I was sweating even though the AC was kicking. I felt like I was a kid again when I would hear shit and see stuff in the dark so I'd hide under my covers and keep my feet away from the edge of the bed. I was in a haze. I closed my eyes and remember it was super hard to focus but I kept repeating a mantra I do for protection, and held Adam's arm shielding him in pure, white, loving energy. He started twitching and he hadn't the whole time he was sleeping and I was awake (about 4 hrs). I felt that power of protection surging through us when I was so scared and uneasy. Blurred vision, moreso than usual (I need glasses), and it's really hard to explain but I was just very uneasy I guess is the word I'd use. Felt like a psychic attack (from what I've read about them). I don't think it was but I was consumed by negative energy until I did the mantra. I've slept normal since. Just that one night.....anyone else have intense New Moon experiences?