I pray ta baby jeezus that I learnt today.... not caring, gets under my skin and I often try until I either learn why or just realize it’s really never gonna be answered!! REAAAALLY trying to not be so dumb anymore, I should have never given into feelings! It’s never a good turn out! #ByeFeelings !
On Saturday I missed 3 snatches, and today I pressed out a jerk for the first time in my life. My lifts have felt terrible lately and I've been really hard on myself. I know for a fact that throwing temper tantrums and crying over mistakes is completely counterproductive but sometimes I have to go through that to remember how toxic my own mind can be when I wallow in self-deprecation. Time to crawl out of this dark place and SHINE because I will be in Tennessee in 10 days to see all of my favorite humans who remind me that I'm capable of so much more than I know 🖤 #pushakova #invested #weightlifting #hifeelings #byefeelings #splitjerk