i was trying to get david’s dumbass attention after i made a beautiful piece of art with his friend that he introduced me to. i do what i want when i want. and ive gotten everything i’ve wanted working my ass off for it. and marcus’ older brother gave me that last little bit of everything i needed. i’m ready to slow down and focus on me now. i was struggling because i was so. fucking focused on him and giving him everything i had. now i’ve dug myself out of the hole he dug for me and threw me into. it took me two days to get everything i needed. two days. i’m amazing.